I'm so starstruck

2010-04-13T16:21:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with blogger's photo uploader?!

If you keep doing this to me, i'm so going to leave you bloggger!

*PMS MODE*

2010-04-06T00:10:00.002+08:00

Fuckkkk, stupid blogger! Can't seem to upload pictures!

Updates will be done @ www.sexy-shadow.tumblr.com for the time being.

See you there!

2010-03-29T19:07:00.006+08:00

My new eye candy!
He's mad cute when he smiles. *melting
His song is on replay mode now. (:
Baby don't worry okay. I still love you. Kekekeke

Oh anyways, chalet with poly friends was okay.

Thanks to weather for getting in the way.
We didnt get to do some of the activities according to plan.
Had some karaoke session in the morning before we checked in.
It then started raining and we had to take cab to Pasir Ris.

Bowling right after brunch. Okay, I don't know what else to blog on. Shall update more once i got hold of the remaning pictures from Sya.

Next update, kite flying!

2010-03-18T00:20:00.004+08:00

Alice in the Wonderland is pretty cool movie.

I really enjoyed reading the storybook when i was a little kid.
Shall rate it 4/5 popcorns. Yum yum!

I've been on cloud nine lately.
Maybe it's because we're back to how we used to be now.
Seeing you smile and laugh, it really makes my heart melts.
Cause you look the most handsome when you smiled.
I just want you to know that i love you so much and no one can ever replace you.
You're irreplaceable bby. ((:

So shut up and kiss me already. Hehehehe ;p

Will be back for proper updates soon, tooodles bitches!

2010-03-06T15:32:00.005+08:00

Actually.. I have nothing to blog. & therefore i'm gonna fill this space with random stuff.

Firstly, holidays are in! Hooraay! Gonna occupy myself with work now. RETAIL THERAPY! That's what i need right now! It's been so long since i went shopping, it's time to replenish my wardrobe. Been wearing the same old clothes over and over again. B-O-R-I-N-G!

Secondly, complexion's getting worse again. Damn these acnes. They are having a feast on my cheeks! Anyone know's how to get rid of it fast? I feel ugly. I look ugly. ): Don't feel like going out till it gets better! I am that vain!

Thirdly, i'll be more active on my tumblr now. Nothing else to blog here.

Lastly, bf.. i'm missing you out. Our love's eventually getting stronger after all the fights we had.
Me likey like. (:

Okay that's all. Toooodles bitches!

2010-03-03T21:16:00.003+08:00

Who you are is who you are. We’re liars. We’re thieves. We’re addicts. We take our happiness for granted until we hurt ourselves or someone else. We hold grudges. And when faced with our mistakes, we reinvent the past. We reinvent ourselves. At least we try. We’re prideful, and we’re lustful, and we’re incredibly flawed. And eventually, our flaws catch up to us.
Sorry, i took your love for granted despite all those sacrifices you made for me. I was dumb enough to not see it all. I could only realize it now.. after you're badly hurt from my wrongdoings. It took me 3 years to know what love is all about. You could have leave me, but you choose not to. Now that you gave me a chance, i would never ever do it again. Cause no other man would ever treat me like the way you do. You've been there from the start for me and your love's always been true as can be. I will make it up to you. Don't wanna lose you cause you're the one. Love you Riduan!

2010-02-27T18:38:00.003+08:00

Some of the things i googled..

I just wish that all these things wouldn't happen. I wish i could be the old me.

What the fuck is wrong with me? Tsk, need to google on this one..

2010-02-27T01:01:00.001+08:00

;(

i'm sorry.. i screwed everything up..

2010-02-21T12:13:00.002+08:00

Anyone knows where i can find this toga maxi dress in sg? I've googled online but it cost $339 on ebay. Way too expensive ; can't afford it. I've been looking for it since last year. & All i could find was a normal toga dress. By any chance, you know where to get them.. please do tag on my blog or email me. Thank you so much! (:

2010-02-17T18:14:00.007+08:00

An ugly side of me.

Finally got an off today. I've been working my ass off for 5 consecutive days.
Effing shag ttm ; haven't had enough sleep since then.
But work was okay. Not much people dine in during the holidays.

Now that i'm done working for the week, now is the time to start mugging for exams.
Maths paper is just next week and i don't even know a single thing. Damnnn.

But i'm too shag to study now. Prolly start later, shall burn midnight oil tonight! (:

& oh yeah, i shall promise to myself that i won't cut my hair again!
It looks like a friggin' bowl now. -_________________-

Nate Archibald appeared in my dreams.

No wonder i woke up late today. *insert cheeky smile*

Can't wait for 8 March! Yes, i know i love you.

xoxo, gg. (:

2010-02-06T21:31:00.006+08:00

Go, go, go shortie, it's your birthday!
We gonna party like it's your birthday~

Happy 18th birthday Nur Syahidah!
May you grow taller this year but not taller than me ok? (:

Though we only know each other for almost a year now,
i'm really glad that you're my classmate.
You're that crazy girl that bring joy & laughter to everyone. Lol!
and that makes you, you.
Hope you had a blast on your birthday!

Last weekend was spend with bf and his friends.
It was a get-together-chalet and also to celebrate
whoever's birthday that falls on the month of february.
The girls were all drunk that night. I think i was the worst of them all.
I'm officially not a good drinker and that's it for me. No more!
But overall, i did enjoy myself with the girls that day. (:

That's it for now. Toodles~
P.s I miss my bf, haven't met him since chalet.

2010-01-27T19:33:00.009+08:00

We turn 2 years and 9 months today!
For the record, this is my longest r'ship.
Only god knows how much hardships we've been through all these years.
Sorry for being an ass for the past few days. It's that time of the month y'know.
Sorry sorry sorry, please forgive me. You know you love me. xoxo mira
Lol, love you la bodoh! ♥

Second semester is coming to an end soon.
Everyone's busy mugging for exams, projects & presentations now.
Cheer up people, one more month to go before final exam! Jia yuh! ;)

Gotta love this song! The lyric is meaningful & deep. Lenka's awesome!

Kthxbye!

2010-01-06T15:13:00.002+08:00

Guess where i'm going......... Come, follow me!

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Thailand!

Nah, just kidding! Since everyone was in a tight budget,
we went to Grandlink for some karaoke session.
It was an impromptu plan.

small girl with beautiful voice. boleh masok SI! ade chan ade chan!

the boys singing ... idk what song.

Overall it was funnnnnnnnnnnnn!
I wonder why i wasn't born with a decent nice voice.
Hahahahah! Instead i had to live with this croaky voice. )":

Till next update! Btw, i miss my dumb bf.

2010-01-04T23:49:00.004+08:00

I dont know why but i just fell in love with this song over and over again.
Since me & bf are going turning 3 this year,
I wanna dedicate the song to him. (:
Mushy much?

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No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby

You and I together, It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

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Hope I make you smile baby! Love you.

2010-01-02T14:56:00.008+08:00

So long 2oo9 and say hello to 201o!

o9' was a better compared to the previous years.

For me, getting into poly was the highlight of the year.

I wonder what 1o' have in store for me.

Hopefully it'd be better!

Celebrated new year @ Zirca with a bunch of awesome people!

Thanks for the fun night, i really enjoyed myself.

What a great start for the year! :D

Hope you guys had an enjoyable day as well! Toodles~

2009-12-23T21:29:00.003+08:00

Hello people, readers of myriadofstars(if there is)..

Sorry i've been MIA-ing myself.

Oh no, wait.. Let me clear the cob-web and algae that grew on my blog first.

ok DONE! (:

So.. yeah. I kinda lose interest in blogging.

Life's becoming a chore, nothing much to be updated.

Since I'm bored now, might as well update something. *INSERT BIG FAT SMILE*

First things first, 2 weeks holiday for moi. Throw confetti in the air!

Needed a break from school so badly.

Previous weeks was hell! Lots of test to clear.

Thank god it was do-able, manage-able and blablabla.

Except for Lord Siva's written paper.

It was such a disaster. *vomit blood*

Was hoping that he closed one eye and let us copy.

But he was damn strict that day. His wife didn't give him a nice good sex i reckon.

Hehehehehe! =x

Oh anyways.. me and the girls went out for dinner last night.

We went to ECP!

Neh, we dediced to ditch the plan and went to have dinner at Tamp instead.

Initial plan was to have a decent picnic @ Botanic Garden.

It was cancelled and so was the second plan.

In the end we settled for Pizza Hut.

Picnic next time luh hor girls? (;

Camwhored while waiting Isha.

Our mouthwatering meal!

All plate were cleared, not a single bit was left. & happy us!

The idea of dinner was to celebrate the Dec babies, Shida & Mard's birthday.

Sorry babes if there's no cakes! Hope you'll enjoy the present. (:

Since, we didn't sang you a birthday song.. Here's one..

Happy birthday to you..

You are born in the zoo..

Like monkey & kangaroo..

Happy belated 21st birthday to you.

Okay lame. -.-

Last group photo, ❤

We bid our goodbyes & bf was sweet enough to send me home.

Thanks bby, me love you. ❤

Before i end this off, someone's turning 20 tomorrow!

Mari kite tengok siape yg kena......*drum roll*

Press here to check it out!

2009-11-29T19:41:00.004+08:00

Leighton Meester's sexy as hell! Currently addicted to the song. Woo~

2009-11-27T14:37:00.002+08:00

Hey fucker, stop hacking into my twitter acount can? Seriously, what do you get by doing so? You wanna ruin my image right? Well, nothing you say can bring me down. Even if you hate me, you can just say it to my face. No need to be so childish to be doing all this shits! What did I do to deserve all this.....

2009-11-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

Omg, these kids are so adorable. But Nickhun is much more cuter! ;D

2009-11-15T14:47:00.000+08:00

I cried watching the video. Im such a cry baby! :(

2009-11-14T12:37:00.003+08:00

Guess who's back? Back again.
Mira's back. So afraid! Okay, lame.

So, hello earthlings! Bonjour! (:
It's been awhile since i last blogged. Reason being, my internet's down.
Life is so boring without internet. But thank god, i survived.
Okay, enough of nonsensical ramblings. Back to serious business! Chey, like real only.

Oh aniways, went to dempsey hill with the school mates.
It's me & syah's virgin trip by taking the bus there.
Thank god we managed to find the place without getting lost.

We thought we were lost at first. Look at those stairs!

But luckily Sya installed GPS in her head & we reached our destination safely.

Upon reaching the place, me & Sya couldn't stop taking pictures.

Our delicious scoops of B&J's ice cream. Yum yum!

The sick girl secretly eating ice cream behind her mum's back! Haha!

Isn't that pretty? The chandeliers I meant.

Only gorgeous ladies are allowed to enter their toilet! Lol, kidding luh.

Last but not least, our delicious fries!

& we're entertained by these two duos that performed that night.

Overall, the outing's awesome. Thanks Uncle Fir for treating us! (; More pictures on Facebook.
Shall head down to town to watch Paranormal Activity today!

2009-10-23T12:54:00.005+08:00

My 19th birthday was pretty awesome! Probably the best birthday i've ever celebrated. Thank you for all the wishes. Be it through sms, calls, blog entry, facebook or personally. I'm overwhelmed and touched. Thank you once again. Kamsahamida! ;D

On the very day itself, bf fetched me from school. Initially i was suppose to go for an interview for a part-time job but the weather died on us. It rained heavily. There goes my oppurtunity down the drain. Once the rain had subside, we went to vivo to have our lunch. Bf treated me Pizza Hut. Afterwhich we watched 'Darah'. The movie was so gore! Disgusting much! Finally we ate cake at Secret Recipe. What a birthday without cake right? ;D

Thank you bby for the lovely flower and treats. You're the best! Ilys!

The next day was karaoke session with the babes. Didn't really sing that much as I was so shy. Sorry babes, suara tk sedap uh! Yana sang the most beautifully that night. Really, sumpah! Then at one point of the time, Shida told me to sit in the center. So i did what she said as i wasn't expecting anything. The staff there then came in with a lited candles and cake. I swear my heart was racing so fast at that moment of time. Can't they be anymore sweeter? They even sang for me a birthday song in a karaoke version. After which we dance and jump like a mad people while singing to Lady Gaga's song. It was hilarious! Anyways, thanks babes for the lovely surprises and the present! Till we meet again!

My delicious cake!

Them singing the birthday song.

My present. ;D

Went to St James Powerhouse yesterday with the besties. This is the first time we get to party as a group. Me and the girls went in for free while the guys had to pay! Hahah, so sad! They played some old rnb songs. Was kinda bored at first but after awhile, the music was okay. Since it was so cramp at the dancefloor, me and the girls went up to the platform to dance. It was awesomeeee. My first time luh. ;D I went off early as me and bf had some misunderstanding. Sorry guys, we'll go out together again next month ok? Thanks for the presents by the way.

Thanks people for making my 19 birthday a memorable one! ;D

2009-10-18T01:36:00.003+08:00

Went to town for Pastamania. Sort of for my birthday treat. Pretty advance, i know. After which we went to Dempsey Hill - just for the sake of finding it. After a few rounds, we finally found and explored it. I must say it was a pretty nice and classy place. Bf promised to bring me there again once he passed his driving licience. Lol! We dropped by to West Coast Plaza's coffee bean to have a drink before heading home.

Picturessss!

My face, classic! Lol!

My hair looks reddish here! Love it! But muka tk perlu eh. Gemok!

I asked him to pose like a model. Hahahha! Told ya i'm going to post this up! ;p

Oh anyways, as you know i'm having skin problem recently. And guess what, it's getting worse! As you can see from the first picture, it looks so obvious now. Blooody hell. Any tips on how to make it go away? I've already applied cream given by docter. Oh fuck, i haven't eaten my medicine. Alright, ciaoooo~

2009-10-14T16:31:00.003+08:00

Anyways, happy birthday to the October Babies!

4th October - WG Yoo Bin

8th October - Shakina
14th October(Today) - Ruzaini, Fir, Mervin

15th October - SJ Dong Hae

20th October - Veeya
25th October - Bestie Sin Yi

& guess what, I share the same birth date with 2 beautiful girls!

Kim Kardashian
&
Sara Herve from SG Grid girls.

Sorry if I miss out any of your birthdays! Toodle~

;)

2009-10-10T18:44:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking alot lately. More thoughts = less hours of sleep = cranky. Can't wait for my 19th birthday! Sexcitedddd, yo!

2009-10-07T19:34:00.002+08:00

The response to my new hairdo was overwhelming. (not really luh. hehe) Sorry to dissapoint you guys but i didn't cut my hair. The other day, I was watching a tutorial on how to make a fake bob @ youtube and so i decided to experiment it. I'm still comtemplating on whether or not i should cut my hair short. It took me 3 goddamn years to grow this long. Hmm. How eh?

2009-10-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

I've just cut my hair shorter. It's time to go for a change, probably a fresher look. I know i look like a small kid luh. Don't laugh at me ok. Hahah!

Ah fuck, I'm so tempted to blogshop! I wonder why money doesnt fall from the sky. Hmm..

2009-10-05T14:15:00.004+08:00

I wonder why my video on flash fetish cannot be played. Arghh, frustrated! Anyways, thanks to Syaqinah, i'm hooked to this song like crazy. & the lyric's kindda touching too. Enjoyyy!

2009-10-04T15:52:00.008+08:00

Oh gosh, i'm all worn out. Raya Outings for the past 2 consecutive days. Friday was with my secondary school friends and Saturday was with bf's friends. Both days were awesome. Shall let the pictures do the talking!

@ aziee's crib.

Watching Bohsia. Sorry, i'm outdated uh.

Arif's house. The food served were so delicious! Yum yum.

Last girls standing.

Last picture of the day.

Me & bestie, atika -Bohsia no. 1
Bohsia no. 2 - azie.
(Inside joke)

Atika gave me this. Aww, so sweet. <3>

Saturday

Yan's crib.

My brother. Lol.

Couples.

Dorky guys.

Girls rule, boys drool.

Our ride for the day. Thanks Shida!

The perfect photo. Everyone was in the picture.

Rest of the photos in Fb. Tooodles~

2009-09-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

Mary-kate and Ashley Olsen, my favourite idols when I was younger.

& they're still are.. till now.

2009-09-26T02:57:00.003+08:00

Awesome, almost shed a tear.

2009-09-25T15:47:00.002+08:00

A few weeks back, me and bf watched Crows Zero II. One word, awesome! The fighting scenes look realistic. & not forgetting the heartthrobbing casts. (:

Several months after "Crows: Episode 0" trouble brews again when thugs known as "The Army of Killers" from rival high school Hosen Academy threaten Suzuran High aka the School of Crows.

The ruthless Hosen gang go after Suzuran alumni Sho Kawanishi (Shinnosuke Abe) after his released from reformatory for killing a Hosen member two years back. Kawanishi turns to his younger Suzuran gang members for protection. The Housen gang then seeks out right revenge on the entire Suzuran school, while in-fighting at Suzuran High makes them even more susceptible to the Housen threat.

That guy really resembles MJ. But he fights really well! Isn't that guy in the center looks cute?

On that very day, I watched the first part right after I got home. Haha! Incase, you guys wanna watch, here's the link.. http://www.mysoju.com/crows-zero/

Takaya Genji (Oguri Shun) just transferred to Suzuran, a high school notorious for its gang violence. At Suzuran High, hallways are battle zones, bloody brawls are everyday occurrences, and student life is dominated by the political winds of the school's many factions. Genji didn't end up here by accident though. He's here to do what even his yakuza father (Kishitani Goro) couldn't accomplish years before - rule the school. Already stirring up a storm on the first day, Genji is determined to fight his way up the pecking order and unite the gangs. But not if alpha crow Serizawa Tamao (Yamada Takayuki) has anything to say about it.

Shall catch phobia 2 soon. Hope it's not as disappointing as the first one.

& this show too. The trailer is fucking scary. Especially when she says.. "Enakkan?!".

2009-09-24T22:29:00.001+08:00

Bf thought me 7 ways to pose with my fingers. Pardon my smelly face.
Till then, toodles!

2009-09-23T11:46:00.002+08:00

Finally, I can put my mind at rest. I was so worried about my results yesterday. But thank god, i'm contented with it. Alhamdullilah, my gpa is > 3. Happy to the power of infinity! Let's party! Come join the party. It's a celebration. *singing madonna's song* No one's allowed to spoil my mood today! & that, includes you.

2009-09-21T15:15:00.002+08:00

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir & batin to all muslims! Went out raya with the cousins from my maternal side. Since my r'ship with my father ain't that good this year, me and my brothers didn't bother to visit the paternal cousins. Dad didn't even called us. But who cares? ;) I had fun though. Can't wait for more outings!

My cute baby cousin, Nurul Batrishah. She's a girl ok.

My cousins, aunties, uncles & grandparents.

Rest of the pictures @ FB. Till then, toodles! Hope you guys had fun! ;D

2009-09-19T00:18:00.008+08:00

I had a pretty rough day ~~today~~ lately. My eyes hurts so badly. Maybe i'm just being too sensitive. But every little thing doesn't seems right to me. Sometimes, i just feel that i don't deserve to be here. I seriously hate myself.

Omg, why did i even bother to type this redundant post. No one cares. For all i know, they're just avoiding my texts. I just don't get it. Really sorry for what happened today.
I kept on eating people's shit, literally. Why am i always stuck in a situation like this. Damn it.

I wish i could scream at the top of my lungs just to make myself feel better.

2009-09-13T15:16:00.005+08:00

Friday - Bf fetched me from xx. He was half an hour late! I just couldn't get angry the moment I saw him. I just don't know why. Gave him his surprise b'day present. Since he was so eager to open up his present, we dropped by to a nearby park.

Excited to open up his present.

Clueless on what it is. (Acting only. Just for the sake of taking picture)

It's a lava lamp! (:

Iftar's at Mad Jack. Their tallest burger tasted good! If you're a fan of M'sia's burger Ramly, I suggest you should try this. Definately worth the price. Afterwhich we went for a pool 'session' at Arena. Bf beat me that day. Of course I gave him chance luh! Hehe!

Saturday - Meet up with the girls at Haji Lane. Me & Shida was the first to arrive. Iftar's at Sultanah's cafe. The food sucks luh. It tasted so plain that i didn't manage to finish it up. Same goes for the rest of the girls. We went for sheesha after that.

The b'day girls who were clueless about our surprise plan.

The cake tasted so yummy-licious!

Present time!

Last picture of the day. The rest of the photos are in my FB.

I think i need to stop using za's powder. It's making my face oily. Hmph!
Anyways, thanks for the awesome day girls! Hope to see you guys soon! ;DD
Till then, toodles.

2009-09-09T21:40:00.004+08:00

Happy 21st birthday baby! Time flew so fast and without us realizing, this will be my third time celebrating your b'day. You were just turning 19 when I first met you..

Remember this bby? Hehe. You look so young then. Look at you now.. All grown up & matured. Honestly, I wanna grow old with you. Eventhough you might be a pain in the ass sometimes, I still want you to be by my side at the end of the day. I admit that I've hurt you alot, but all those harsh words were said out of anger, unintentionally. Forgive me? & whatever you do in future, I will be supporting you okay? Ilysm!
Chagiya, saengilchuka hamnida! (Honey, happy birthday!)

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2009-09-04T15:06:00.002+08:00

Went to an interview with both Sya-s(Sya & Syazwan) yesterday. Will update more on this if I were to be short-listed. Chances are 50-50 though. I need a freaking job. Moolahs depleting in a speed of light. Okay no, i exaggerated a bit. Lol.

So right after the interview, trained down to Pasir Ris to meet bf. Went to Geylang in search of my baju kurung. The weather was scorchingly hot. After a few rounds of walking, I finally settled down with a brown kebaya. Yes, it would be brown this year. No more black! (: After which we watched Year One @ Iluma. The show was okay. There's a lot of dirty jokes. Couldnt agree more with you, Sya. Preferably a rating of 3/5? Haha! I think I shall stop here, I talked to much. Till then, toodles! ;D

2009-08-30T13:52:00.002+08:00

Thursday marks the last day of my exams. BIS was do-able but unfortunately not for maths. I think i screwed the paper up. Dammmn it. So right after the paper, me, sya, wan, ary & fir decided to break fast @ ecp. Played bowling to kill some time since we reached early. Alright, shall let the pictures do the talking now.

My fat thighs. Yucks!

It then took us about half an hour to get to the eating place from the bowling alley.
All of us were exhausted by then.

Sya acting cute! Hahahha!

Our sumptuous dishes which cost us about 58 bucks. It's really worth it! After which, we went all the way back to Mcd to eat our desserts. Thanks guys, I had so much fun!

Anyways.. me & wan turn 28 months on the 27 August. Love youu bby! ;D
Till then, toodles!

2009-08-22T23:09:00.003+08:00

Current addiction - Eetuek ❤

He's so adorable & cute. Can't take my eyes from him. & this will be the part where everyone puke. I will marry you okay. ;DDDD
P.s: Bf, please dont be angry.. Nevertheless, you'll be my second husband. Hehehehe!

Watch this! Watch this! SJ's version of Princess Hours i reckon. So funny!
I've watch this over a million time I guess.

Anyways.. me & bf watched 2 movies this week. 'Where got ghost?' & 'Orphan'.
The storyline of 'Orphan' is damn good luh. It's not any typical predictable kinda show. It keeps you in suspense. I would give it a rating of 5/5 popcorns. & as for 'Where got ghost?', shall rate it 2.5/5.

As monday will my math exam, meSyaWanFir decided to meet up to study together. Thanks to Sya for being my tutor, most of my doubts were cleared now.
*Insert smiley face*

Alhamdullilah, first day of puasa went smoothly..

More updates soon.. Toodles!

2009-08-16T16:54:00.003+08:00

Had dinner @ Thai Express with the b'day girl, Rusydi and Bf. I don't understand the reason why Atika likes to eat there so much. To me, the food tasted alright and there's nothing special about it.

We then head down to Cream Bistro for desserts. While on the there, someone handed a flyer to atika and said that they're giving out free drinks. Atika, being a kiasu singaporean went to the booth and redeem her free drink. The drink was labelled as "Naughty G". It contains horny goat weed. Like what the hell. Unsure of what it is, she googled on her phone. It's for boosting one's libido. -________________________-"

Anyway, we thought of going to Zouk to celebrate Atika's bday. One last party before the month of puasa starts. But she profusely rejected us. Nevermind luh, some other days okay! (;

Me and bf ended up watching G.I Joe @ PS. Awwwesome yaw. 5/5 popcorns!
Before I end off, Happy b'day to all August Babies. (;
My Grandmother.
My cousins, Azillah & Alif.

Alright, shall start mugging for exams now.

2009-08-14T19:00:00.000+08:00

2009-08-13T15:37:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, Happy 19th B'day to Atikus. Good luck in your future endeavors okay! See ya on Saturday for your b'day celebration. (;

Me and bf have been going out for retail therapy for the past 2 days. Had our brunch at V8, Bugis Junction on Tuesday. I would recommend this place for western food lovers. It's cheap and the servings are big. They even served soup of the day and garlic bread for free. And and not forgetting a 20% off the bill on every mon - thursday from 2 - 5pm! Isn't it great?

Idk how to smile properly & my hair's a mess!

Must try their peach smooties when you're there! ;D

Went back to school for BIS revision yesterday. Bf fetched me from school and we went to SGH to visit his friend. Upon reaching, we went to register at the counter but to no avail. We weren't nominated by the patient. Wth! Didnt know that hospital rules are so strict now. In the end we followed Shida and Hafiz to town. We parted after some time as they wanted to watch a movie. Walked around town and shopped a little till 9pm and went home.

Alright, shall continue with my revisions now. Toodles!

//edited

Omg, this is so funnnnny. I cant stop laughing!

2009-08-06T12:54:00.000+08:00

this is awesome! (Y)

2009-08-02T20:16:00.002+08:00

i'm yearning for holidays so badly right now. gah! it's so stressful in school with all the assignments and presentations. and programming's project is driving me crazy.
head's spinning like *insert vulgarities* right now.

friday's presentation was okay i guess? i think i would do better without the fidgeting part. stayed back in school till late to do my projects.
PCMP project - 90% done. thank god! (;
afterwhich, bf fetched me from school. thanks bby.

Pictures before presentation. Sorry for my screwed-up face.

saturday - went to PS to watched The Hangover.
the show was hilarious! shall give it a 8/10 popcorns.

Agenda for this week:
Monday - finish up PCMP project
Tuesday - Lab Test, WDMP presentation
Wednesday - PCMP presentation

till then, tooodles!

2009-07-23T22:29:00.003+08:00

hello people! sorry for the lack of updates. lots of things to do and yet so little time.
last Wednesday.. since my c# teacher was on mc, class has been postponed. so, i trained down to pasir ris to meet bf. like finally.. me and bf went for rollerblading. i have been wanting to go for rollerblading since last month(?). actually, the activity was for my PD project. but still, i had fun. (:

friday- right after school, trained down to orchard to meet my babies. like finally, the four of us can meet up. we then went to ramen ten to have our early dinner. their green tea ice cream tasted like heaven. (Y) we then decided to play l4d at cineileisure. while on our way there, sinyi was so "lucky" that a bird just poo on her thighs. more birds more luck right babe? rusydi was a l4d-virgin. that day was his first time playing it. heh. =p

saturday - bf brought me to Zirca. it was an impromptu plan. at first, it was kinda akward to dance. but as times goes by, i was enjoying it. but i get irritated when there's people making out in the middle of the dancefloor. wtf, you should probably get a room instead. went for supper at mcd before going home. thanks for ytd bby. i had a great time. (:

2009-07-21T21:48:00.003+08:00

Everything is back to normal now. The other day, I was the one who call it off. We've been arguing about the same thing over and over again. I got sick and tired of it. So I took the easier way out instead of compromising. I'm really sorry bby.

Anyways, Happy B'day Grandpop. (:

2009-07-12T21:27:00.003+08:00

first of all, i wanna to congratulate myself for getting an A for my digital electronic test. although the weightage of the test is just 30%, im still proud of myself. so far i've never gotten an A. the rest of the modules were Bs and Cs. this has given me the motivation to study even harder. (:

my saturday, as usual were spent with the boy. we went for a movie date at kallang. we watched 'obsessed' starring beyonce and ali larter. apparently the show was kindda boring. afterwhich we went down to river valley to have our dinner. while on our way there.. we nearly met an accident and saw an accident right after. haiz, thank god nothing happenned to us.

//edited.

i dnt know what else to say to you.. i am utterly dissapointed in you.

2009-07-08T21:58:00.004+08:00

ugly is the new beautiful.

meet up with my babies on monday right after school. it's been awhile since we last meet up. update on each others lives with the usual .."how you've been? .. "i went to blablabla that day".. "i just bought this last *insert date*" conversations. i miss you guys luh! let's have a proper outing soon. <3

where's the my other half of the entry? looks like i've just wasted 10 minutes of my precious time. shit you blogger! arghhhhhh. ccb.

bby nurul batrisha

2009-07-05T15:35:00.004+08:00

nurul batrishah.

my new born cousin came over to house yesterday. with her family of course.
can't keep my eyes off her. she look ubber cute.. & i got to feed her milk.
i love babies! (:

went to town with bf yesterday. running out places to go. sg's so boring!
school's starting tmrw. luckily most of the assignment have been done. (:
till then.. toodles!

//edited.

Cobra Starship |MTV Music

Cobra Starship featuring Leighton also better known as blair in GG.
didn't know that she could sing. this would definitely be my current fav song!

yoyoyo

2009-06-30T21:30:00.007+08:00

i know i look super ugly with black hair and bangs.

Hello people! As you know i'm having an extended holiday but it doesn't seems like a holiday to me. The tutors gave us a chunk of assignments. I rather go to school, seriously. I think my butt's getting bigger. Probably because i glued my ass on the chair for too long. It's gotta be. So much for doing my never-ending-assignment!

Anyways.. me & bf have been going for left-for-dates lately. Just yesterday we went to Bukit Timah Plaza to play lan game - L4D. I really had fun playing with him. Sorry baby, if i'm not so good in it. I'm sure i'll improved in time to come. *insert heart-shape*

2009-06-26T14:01:00.006+08:00

Tuesday

initially me & bf wanted to go to East Coast park to roller blade. but the weather was kinda cute that day! *sarcastic* it looked gloomy and then there's thunder but it didn't rain! kana trickszszxszx uh. so we decided to ditch the plan and went window shopping at vivo instead. went to mount faber at night then. bf was extremely cute that day. or should i say, act cute? jkjk. love youuu burong puyuh! <3

Thursday

the other day while i was watching the tee-vee, i saw this new york skin solution's ad. so i just randomly took out my phone and sms the required details to them. and two days later, i've received a call from them and told me to come down for a consultation and facial treatment. so yesterday, i trained all the way down to white sands. the consultant told me that there's an infection around my cheek area. but thank god, she extracted it out alr.

TO BE CONT'D.

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okay so.. where were we? so uhm yeah, the infections are already been extracted. all that's left is the ugly scars! ~~can't stand my face while looking in the mirror.~~ oooops! too bitchy! whatever it is, hope it'd heal soon. afterwhich we went to tamp GV to watch transformers. thanks to atika for booking the tickets for us! the normal queue was really really long and so was the booking queue. anyway.. the show was awesome - apart from megan fox who looks undeniably hot in every single angle. it has lots of action compared to the first one. i loiiiiiikkeeeeee! (:

apparently term break will be extended for nyp students for another week due to H1N1. i dont know whether i should be happy or sad? happy because i can rest for another week. and sad because we'd have to log in to CMS at 10am from mondays to fridays. i hate logging in to CMS at home.... laggging like fucckk! ughhh. oh well, whatever floats their boat.

till then, tooooodles!

2009-06-22T13:59:00.004+08:00

weekends - don't even wanna talk about it!

so anyway, i have jet black hair now.
tho it looks shiny and all, but it's actually spoiled.
loads and loads of split ends! gah!

a week more till sch reopens.
projects, halfway there.
and i've not started on my revisions!
shit. so many things to do and yet so little time.

till then, tooodles!

purple line!

2009-06-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

saturday - went on a movie date with boyf.
the day was perfectly fine in the morning but it died on us in the evening.
the rain poured on us the moment we entered the expressway.
we went to the nearest void deck while waiting for the rain to stop.
afterwhich we went PS to watch drag me to hell.

the show was awesomeeeeeee yawww! two thumbs up!
the suspense, it got me jumping off from my seat.
the storyline was good too. seriously, it's worth watching. :DD

sunday - went to town to meet both atika and rusydi.
noelle was there too. i could hardly recognised her!
~~maybe~~ because of her new hair-do. lol!
atika says her fringe looks like s______.
she even googled it on her phone. so funnny!
anyway.. rusydi bought LG viewty over at the PC show!
i smell jealousy. damnn you.
hahahah! nah, shall buy a better phone once my contract ends.
=ppp

cream bistro's desserts. yummmmehhh!

till then, tooodles!

rainbowws

2009-06-11T18:25:00.003+08:00

current addiction - hair accessories. especially the one with bows.

omg, this is damn chio! shall try it one day! :DDD

anyways.. since sch ended early yesterday, i went over to atika's house in punggol.
it took me an hour just to get there.
circle line from bishan to seranggoon. north east line to punggol. lrt to coral edge.
should have taken the bus instead. tsk!
after which bf fetch me from atika's house to bbdc.
and guess what, i failed my FTT again.
i only got to know about it, two days before.
so i didnt studied that much.. or i'm just plain dumb? i think i am.
*insert sad face*

finally, term break's are in. 2 weeks of break from school. yeay!
but still, there's projects to be done and not forgetting an intensive revisions.
till then, enjoy your weekends people! tooodles~

purple line

2009-06-04T19:15:00.006+08:00

omg. i hereby declare that today would be the most embarrasing day of my life!
wanna know why?
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i wore my slippers the other way round.
and the worst thing is that.. sya's friend spotted it while i was my way back
to the intechange.
at that moment of time, i think a lot of people were looking at me.
i swear i was so embarrassed!
i wonder since when it was like that. hopefully it's not from morning. FML!
:DDDDDDD

anyway, lee min ho is super sexy! droools~

:):):):):)

i wanna go to korea, one fine day! anyone wanna follow? chey.

ok bye! there's delec test tmrw. danggggg!

boys over flowers

2009-06-01T20:41:00.003+08:00

how? nice or not uh.
i did this for my com skill project. (:
the theme was on friends.
pardon my irritating face. hee!

sorry i've been abandoning my blog.
been really busy with my never-ending assignments/tests.
it's been only 7 weeks, and i'm already feeling the heat.
all that aside, so.. my sat was spent at home watching boys before flowers.
initially, i wanted to go to bf's sis wedding.
but he was too busy and therefore he's not able to fetch me.

we went to watch monsters vs alien on sunday.
bob the jelly monster was super adorableee can?!

alright... back to my korean drama. it's so addictive.

shena vagina

2009-05-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

i just wanna bring some matters up. firstly, if you have hate/dislike me you can always email me at myriad.of.stars@hotmail.com. in this way, i can know who you are and how perfect your life is. who knows maybe i might learn from you!

secondly shena, since you claim to dislike me, you dont have to spread rumors saying that i had sex with your brother ok. it's rude dont you know that? it's about my pride and dignity we're talking about here. im sure you dont like it when i say that my group of friends had an orgy session with you and your pungent pussy. you like that? no right! so please.

lastly, im like any other human being. im imperfect. i dont even brag about myself.
so i dont see the reasons why you have to hate me.
if i were to hurt you in any way, im sorry.
other than that, please have some manners and stop intruding my blog.
any other comments, email me or talk to me personally.

pain.

2009-05-20T19:57:00.005+08:00

What's wrong with me? What have I become - a self centered person.

Without me realizing it, Im a changed person.

I dont even know who I am right now.

Frustrated. Yes, Im frustrated with myself.

I feel like stabbing myself with a knife.
So that i could feel your pain too.

It was perfectly fine before i got in to poly.

I had lesser friends before and now, my circle of friends had widen.

I didnt know that by doing so could be a mistake.

A mistake that could lead to a broken heart.

Im sorry. My weakness caused you pain.

I just hope I would return back to my normal self in time to come.

Another weakness of mine - I dont know how to mend a broken heart.

FML.

2009-05-16T16:56:00.003+08:00

Today, I was in a bathroom stall peeing. Shortly after, I heard a couple enter the bathroom, both extremely drunk. They proceeded to have sex standing up against the stall I was in, blocking my only exit. I had to sit, wait, and listen as both parties finished. FML

omg. i cant stop laughing. damn funny can?!

Super Junior

2009-05-14T22:07:00.004+08:00

*drooooolssss*

my lips like sugar.

2009-05-14T18:50:00.005+08:00

recently, i've been sleeping early - as early as 7pm.
that answers to why i've been neglecting my blog. :D
so yesterday, me and 1/8 (*roll eyes*) of the classmates went to a thrift store.
thanks to nurul for the lobangs.
bought a formal skirt @ $5. woohooo! cheap cheap cheap!
there's a formal presentation coming up next week. dangggg!

anyways... i've changed my playlist!
sugar is currently my favourite song.

"my lips like sugar....."

webcam shots during wdmp.

shena vagina

2009-05-12T11:35:00.010+08:00

i just wanna bring some matters up. firstly, if you have hate/dislikes me you can always email me at myriad.of.stars@hotmail.com. in this way, i can know who you are and how perfect your life is.

secondly shena, since you dislike me, you dont have to spread rumors saying that i had sex with your brother ok. it's rude dont you know that. it's about my pride and dignity we're talking about here. im sure you dont like it when i say that my group of friends had an orgy session with you and your pungent pussy. you like that? no right! so please.

im like any other human being. im imperfect. i dont even brag about myself.
so i dont see the reasons why you have to hate me.
if i were to hurt you in any way, im sorry.
other than that, please have some manners and stop itruding my blog.
any other comments, email me or talk to me personally.

2009-05-12T11:35:00.006+08:00

need you.

2009-05-12T11:35:00.005+08:00

my life's getting bored by day.
assignments are slowly piling up.
i need to do something with my hair.
i need to replenish my clothes.
i need to do well in my studies.
i need to settle a lot of stuffs.
i need to meet my bf asap! imy
i need to meet my BFFs. imyg
why is there so many "i need"?

but right now.... i need to pee so badly.

mother's day

2009-05-10T13:22:00.005+08:00

firstly, i would like to take this opportunity to wish
all mums a very happy mothers day! to my dearest mama, you're the queen of my heart. thank you for all the sacrifices you've made.
without you, i wouldn't even know where to start. i love you so much mum! ♥

it's been awhile since i last went to town.
so bby brought me there ytd. (o.o)vv
you look hot luh in your new jacket. hehehe!
watched x-men again ytd. cyclop's forever charming!

alright, shall continue with my write up now. toodles!

grove slam work it back.

2009-05-09T00:30:00.004+08:00

ahhh, felt good after taking a few hours nap. (:

thought of going to FB's audition today but i decided to ditch the plan.
i really enjoy dancing but i don't think i can fully commit to it.

im expecting a lot of stuff now. hate blog sprees!
takes a very long time to arrive.
on a second thought, the stuffs are way cheaper compared to those instocks.

for now, i have nothing to blog on.
bf's having supper with his friends while i'm stuck at home, doing assignments!

shena vagina

2009-05-08T11:56:00.001+08:00

doooms

2009-05-02T14:59:00.007+08:00

went to SP yesterday to study with atika & yan. the weather was scorchingly hot. i was sweating profusely while going up to their business's school.

my armpit, lagi worst! heh.

after which, we went vivo to have our dinner with rusydi.
it's been eons since we last met him.
okay no, but the point is.. we miss you, uncle didi!
just persevere for the next few months in camp ok?

just the other day, mum asked me to take a flu jab.
all these swine flu stories are making me sick in the stomache.
the earth's condition are deteriorating. the rate of people dying are increasing.
i believe dooms day is nearing.
~~i think~~ it's time to be a better person and seek for forgiveness from god.
i've been neglecting my prayers and god, himself.
hope he hear my prayers and forgives me for all the sins i've done.

worries aside, i shall end this with some humour
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fatigue

2009-04-30T23:51:00.003+08:00

hello earthlings, i hereby declare that im shagged to the power of infinity.

hahaha! not really luh, im just exagerrating. thank god tmrw is good friday!
a day off from studying. and apart from that is the journey to yck itself. hehehe.

watched the origins of wolverine the other day with the classmates.
the show was awesomely fantastic! i give it a 5/5 popcorns!
i don't know why but someone doze off in the middle of the movie.
this person must be insanely crazy! lol!
after which i rushed down to bbdc for my FTT.
took cab from bukit gombak to bbdc as i don't want to be late for my trial.
and the result, wasn't worth my cab fare and how fatigue i felt while rushing there.
94% for trial and a big fat FAILED for the real test.
it's really disappointing luh! haiz~
why does bad things always happen to a nice person like me? lol. okay, shut up.

anyway.. i kindda miss working in far east.
the ambiance, the smell of the shop while doing opening, the colleagues,
~~serving fussy customers~~, bf's companion and so much more.
i still remembered a group of korean girls asking me some
random questions and they even gave me a token of appreciation.
and and a group of japanese guys dancing away in my shop. hahaha!
sandy, lp, cy, aihui, bern.. if you're reading this.. i miss you guys!
let's have another gathering. it's been a while since we met. (:

on the 27th april, marked our 2 years anniversarry.
baby, i never knew that we could last this long.
thank you for the love and sacrifices you made for me.
thank you for making my life much more meaningful.

and thank you for making my day today... i love you.

so much things to say but too little time.

2009-04-21T22:25:00.003+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates. it's been a very busy & hectic week lately. by the time i reach home from school, i'm all worn-out. the journey to school itself already takes up 1hr & 30 minutes. but i shall not whine cause it was nyp was my first choice. hopefully i'll get used to it. (:

i shall backtracked abit. let's start with photo taking with the bitches at city hall on last thursday. since baby was working on that day, i volunteered myself to accompany sin yi to take pictures for her project. atika joined us after deciding not to go to work. pretty pictures was taken by sinyi's DSLR while boring pictures were taken by me. i'm so dumb at using my new camera!

pictures taken with sinyi's camera.

so, monday was my first day in school. forced myself to sleep the day before. i don't think i was asleep cause i was too eager to go to school. it's been 2 years since i last went to school. so don't laugh! i love my classmates, all of them! they're fun, crazy and much much more.

watched 17 again with bf ytd. wasn't that good as what i expected. zac looks so hot in the movie! lol. sorry baby, dont be angry! hehehehe. ty collins of 90210 was in the first part of the show. double combos. hehehe! =x

and today.. went to the usual saloon to have a nice hair cut & wash! it's been more than 6mths since i last cut my hair. my hair's now split-ends-free! i think i should tuck in now. toodles!

one george st.

2009-04-16T18:19:00.002+08:00

last tuesday, sinyi won herself two pair of tickets to the gala premiere of Taken. she asked me along and i said yes. but she decided to back-out at the very last minute. so in the end i went to watch with boyf. it was our first time going to a movie premiere like this. the director of the show was there too. i shall rate it 3/5 popcorns. we then head down to cineileisure's pastamania for late dinner. yet again, bf never fail to make me laugh. (:

went to ____ (*secret*) yesterday. this was where bf asked me to be his gf last two years ago. took lots of photos. but i shall upload some of it only. hehehe.

ily baby!

last picture for the day. toodles!

give me a break!

2009-04-13T14:18:00.003+08:00

movie date with bf was awesome. played some arcade games before the show. i don't know why but i kept laughing to bf's joke eventhough it wasnt that funny. thanks bby, for always making my day. fast & furious 4 was great! not much race but still.. there's hot cars! yummeh!

my new born baby.

i know the brand isnt that good but still... don't give bad comments please. i love the outlook and it's in pink! yey! (:

timetable's out already. first day, 4 hours of break? =.="

shark & tranny

2009-04-11T13:29:00.005+08:00

my good friday was spent with my new classmates! they planned to have a gathering together with the orientation leaders before school starts. since i didnt for the last two days of orientation, i took this oppurtunity to bond with my classmates. i had tons of fun! & i'm all worn-out by the end of the day.

minds cafe @ bugis first. lot's of junk foods & board games.
pool @ lucky plaza. lot's of philipino maids & banglas.
lastly, dinner @ lido.
& tons of argument about tranny.

rusydi & sinyi was nice enough to meet me at town. rusydi look like _______. (it's a compliment!) sinyi forever look like baby fish. and me, a big E grade. thanks uhh!

my molahsss is depleting like fuck! omg. i need a job before school starts!

forever yours

2009-04-07T21:14:00.002+08:00

went to town yesterday with bf. bf wanted to find the perfect snickers. he finally settled down with the one at pacific plaza. but he hasnt bought it yet luh! just surveying. heh! afterwhich, atika and rusydi joined us for nasi ayam penyet at lucky plaza. i was craving it the other day but sadly i couldnt enjoy every bite of it cause i'm down with flu. blearggghhh~ since rusydi is going to serve his NS life in CD, bf told grandma stories bout his experience. we then went to wisma. i was hoping that i wont buy anything ytd. but no! i bought cardigans and camisole. blame on my itchy hands! went home quite early that day as i wasnt feeling very well. thanks baby for taking good care of me. i'm feeling better now. i love you, 4ever & ever!

2009-03-31T20:15:00.000+08:00

today marked the last day of work. i will definitely be missing atika's lame jokes, aton being nice to us, playing know-it-all and beating yan's score, those smoke breaks where the receptionist would always have that kepo look, the lunch buddies and the 10 minutes walk to and fro to SPC.

lina, yati and shida.. thanks for being our friend in the office. aton and errine, thank you for being such a nice sister to atika. HAHA! to the 4 anggeks, you guys can suck each others breast(?) to the receptionist, please stop being a two-faced bitch. and thank you, ATIKUS for making my day in the office! ahh, feel so good that i can finally express everything out here.

orientation's tmrw. i hate ice breaking games!

2009-03-31T20:13:00.001+08:00

why like that?! i didn't type my rants in CAPS LOCK. how uh? why uh?

take me away..

2009-03-29T18:19:00.005+08:00

"so little time."

i have nothing to blog on for the mean time. it's just that, i'm just disgusted with a lot of things right now. but i can't wait for next week! ubber excited! till then, toodles.

bf: what does M.O.M stands for?
me: it stand for ministry of mira power.
bf: *give me the malas nk layan look*

i still love you even tho!

defeats the purpose

2009-03-26T21:08:00.009+08:00

baby! happy 1 year 11 months, 23rd months, 9 hours, 15 minutes and 24 seconds dear!
i love you more than anything else that matters.

"love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it."

dead

2009-03-26T15:06:00.007+08:00

yawns! we have not been assigned to do any work for the past 3 days. i know, i know.. it's a good thing and i shouldn't be whining bout it. but no, i'm still going to whine!

we have surfed to all kinds of website, played all kinds of games in FB and even tried to hack coins for pet society. *cheeky* and now, we're running out things to do. maybe not we.. just me. cause atika's sleeping so soundly right now. zZzZzZzZz

yesterday, me and some of the colleagues went to watch Mall Cop at JP after work. shall rate it 4.5 out 5 popcorns. after a long day at work, the show definitely made my day. (:

it's been 4 days since i last met bf. missed him so much! bf was sweet enough to make his way here, to the office just to meet me for just 5 minutes. after which he went back to Sengkang for work. ilysm bby. can't wait to have a proper date tmrw!

yoyo!

2009-03-22T14:41:00.004+08:00

internet's being a bitch lately. lagging like one muthafucker. grrr!

last friday, felt really restless at work. maybe it's because i can't wait to knock off from work. heh. after which, we went to NUH to visit our dearest sinyi. bought a little cute teddy bear for her. it will be your companion when you're bored and lonely ok? get well soon baby fish. ((:

initially, we wanted to watch movie at town but it was already 8 plus when we got there. and the next show will be at 10. so, we decided to cross out that idea and chilled at starbucks instead. went off at 10 plus.. together with atika's boyf. we laughed at almost everything. thanks for making my day, mother nature & the-boy-who-wanted-to-show-his-shoulder.

saturday: went window-shopping to town with boyf. at about 12, i was at home already. was a little upset with boyf. shall not elaborate more on that. but i still love you very much tho. (:

till then, toodles!

dye dye dye!

2009-03-18T20:35:00.006+08:00

i need to do something with my hair! cause it's getting bored. it's been almost a year since i last went to the saloon. it's getting longer, wavy and blacker(?). how how how? and at the same time, i don't wish to spoil the ends. any suggestion?

should i dye? i kindda miss my old hair.

anyway wan, i'm missing you out. can't wait to meet you tmrw!
hmmm. atika pekak, besok nk makan aper for lunch eh? heh!

i tell you everything.

2009-03-15T23:12:00.005+08:00

im beginning to lost interest in blogging. not quite but..
i'm just being lazy. that's me.

last thursday.. me, atika and rusydi went over to sinyi's house for a heart-to-heart talk. she's having some problems with her classmate. as a friend, we went over to lend some listening ears. hope you doing fine now. we love you ok! (:

been waking up early these few days for work. the thing is.. when i had sufficient sleep, i tend to be restless but then when i had insufficient sleep, i'm active at work. why eh? and btw, i don't take drugs ok. blearghh~ work would never be fun without atika. she's the only one that would make my day at work. ily atika! (: last friday, the m'sian kakak was being nice by bringing us to JP for lunch. i think it's because we didn't surf the net behind her back. haha!

after work, bf fetched me from atika's house. as my family went overseas, i asked bf to accompany me at home. ahh.. don't be so quick to judge! we didn't do anything. maybe just normal make out session. not make LOVE ok. ((: thanks baby, i'm already missing you.

school's starting real soon. i'm excited and nervous at the same time. i hope i won't bump into her in school. i don't even wanna see her face. cause it took me 7 years to know that she's not a reliable friend.

till then, toodles!

loser

2009-03-12T16:35:00.001+08:00

isn't it obvious?

we don't give a flying fuck about your car!

it's not our lost either.

BITCH

2009-03-10T14:03:00.008+08:00

DELETED.

i think this is childish.

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so today, went Jp with bf after work. went around to survey for cameras. i decided not to buy canon powershot E1 but i shall buy the other new model instead. i'm so excited! 3 more weeks to pay day! tmrw would be another boring day. bleargh~

MY THROAT IS KILLING ME! I HATE ULCERS!

lajddnfjdnfjvnei

2009-03-08T14:11:00.003+08:00

went to an old friend's sister wedding yesterday. wanted to talk to my old best friend but unfortunately i didn't get the opportunity. she was my friend since kindergarten all the way to primary 6. after which we lost contact after going to different secondary school. i miss you fazillah.

quickly rushed home after the ceremony. got dressed and meet bf. again, i was in a foul mood and i showed tantrums at bf. i felt bad and apologised. i hate PMS! grr.

anyways.. when we're on our way home, while waiting for the traffic light to change green, i was confidently and loudly dirty-talking with bf. i didnt realised that there was a malay guy beside us. bf had already given me the cue to stop talking but i didn't hear it and continued blabbering. as soon as the lights turned green, bf speed off and told me that the malay guy might overheard us. i quickly pulled down my visor to hide my identity. it's so embarrassing! hahaha! fuck!

i'm working 8 to 5 again tmrw. bored! ok, i shall end this post with yours truly picture. lol. (or you can choose to press the x button now. hehe.)

before making my hair. i think i don't look like me in this picture!

my unglam face. fuckittttt.

A level

2009-03-06T18:58:00.003+08:00

firstly, i wanna thank Atika for recommending me a job. because of her, i skipped the whole interview part and i was at my new workplace just now. *jumps around* my workplace's at tuas. it's not really convenient for me as i have to take 2 different buses but who cares! i need that extra moolahs to buy my camera. (:

secondly, i wanna congratulate Rusydi for passing his A levels. throw pretty confetti in the air! i'm so freaking happy for him. too bad he can't go uni straight. cause he have to be a man 1st! LOL. can't wait to see you botak! (:

and lastly, i miss my bf even though you like to irritate me when i'm having my PMS. grr. ily!

2009-03-05T13:35:00.002+08:00

me and bf went to IMM yesterday. we went to buy daily necessities at guardian and snacks at giant. bought lots of chocolates! i suker! i think i'm growing fatter soon. grr. we went to the usual carpark to munch on the snacks we bought.

some ugly photos we took. (:

i'm having a major mood swings these few days. i can sense that my menses is coming soon! sorry baby, i vent my anger on you. it's not really anger. i don't know what it is. but whatever it is, im so sorry k!

on a random note, i need a job!! cause... the next on my wishlist would be

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pink canon powershot E1.

since i didnt get a pink phone, i wanna get this baby! i will secretly buy it behind bf's back! cause he wont let me buy a camera. blueeeekkkk! =pp

so anyone can recommend me any job?

rusydi's gfs

2009-03-04T13:26:00.003+08:00

Rusydi's gfs in clockwise direction: atika, pat, wenting, noelle and me!

will be going out to cold storage later! bf already got his $xxx voucher. ((:

infected.

2009-03-03T18:22:00.009+08:00

last sunday went out with mum and lil bro to an engagement party. after which we went shopping at bugis. i'm so loving my new pair of heels from charles and keith. thanks momma! one fine day, i shall pamper you with luxurious stuff ok? :D

meet my new neighbour... sharifah diyawirna (actually idk how to spell her name.)

she is so adorable! i bet she'll be one of the prettiest girl alive when she grows up!

yesterday, me and atika went to the concourse for audi's showgirl casting. it's for the golf tournament at tanah merah country club. i thought there will be a few of us only but the next thing i know there's million of girls in the room. i felt inferior. why shouldn't i be.. the girls have long, thin legs! omg. audi people interviewed us in group of 8. 3 out 8 were chosen. not me and atika of course! cause we said all the boring things. guess what atika says ....

Atika: Hi, i'm atika .... blablabla.. i love dealing with people. but i'm nervous.

omg. u're so cute lah atika! :D

cabbed down to tong seng to have our dinner. rusydi and the girls were already waiting for us. they didnt get to watch movie because of atika. haha! somehow it's rather sweet! but me and atika left the place early. went straight home.

i'm in love with this song! (((:

Infected - Felisha and Fallon

In n' out of relationships finding someone to share life with..
im unwilling and i wont carry the load
fairy tales and the fantasies
there is no prince coming to save me.
with or with love i still end up alone..
until you came along

i never wanted to fall in love just for my
own protection (protection)
I wouldn't let my heart accept it..
but when you touched me i got infected (infected)
I made a promise to never fall
and so far i thought i kept it
but my heart wont let me reject (reject)
cause when he kissed me i got infected (infected)
with your love.

Now i'm right here watching you sleep
never thought this would be me
my hearts been invaded and now i'm in your control
and when you hold tight it just feels so right
& i get butterflies when i meet your eyes
tell me how did you get by, when i let no one inside..
and it caught me by surprise when you
came and infected me.

I never wanted to fall in love just for my own protection (protection)
i wouldn't let my heart accept it (accept it)
but when he touched me i got infected (infected)
i made a promise to never fall & so far i thought i kept it (kept it)
but my heart wont let me reject it (reject it)
cause when he kissed me i got infected (im infected) with your love.
like the ones you beleive i should be quaritined

the symptoms of your body start to weaken
the side effects are you may fall way to deep
then you deny what your feeling is a feeling
you try & fight it but your gonna have to give in.
whatever you had (had) you gave it to me (me)
was immune to love (love) but you infected me
like the ones who beleive now i should be quarintined?
i was fine being blind but you made me see

I never wanted to fall in love just for my own protection (protection)
i wouldn't let my heart accept it (accept it)
but when he touched me i got infected (infected)
i made a promise to never fall & so far i thought i kept it (kept it)
but my heart wont let me reject it (reject it)
cause when he kissed me i got infected (im infected) with your love.

anniversarry

2009-02-28T13:52:00.003+08:00

for the past few days, i've been going out almost everyday. apparently, that seems to be the reason why i didn't update my blog. but most of the time, i'm just being plain lazy.

last wednesday, i was supposed to go down to two places - MOE & UOB to settle my school stuff. but it rained heavily the moment bf wanted to leave from his place. despite the bad weather, he still came to fetch me. you're so sweet! i love youuuu. we only went to MOE but the trip was for nothing. the collection of the certificate will only be in march. selenger seh! grr. after which we went to beach road to have our early dinner. and off to bugis street to look for my bagpack. everywhere was on sale! why eh? i bought a few t-shirts that cost 3 for $12. normally it cost $10-$15 at far east plaza. bf also bought some stuff for himself. after a few rounds of walking, i finally bought a bag. it's a bit pricey tho. but i think it's quite worth it cause it's a 3 way bag. hopefully it can last long!

yesterday marks our 22nd month together. i decided to make a surprise for him. while he was sleeping, i took the train down to pasir ris and slowly walked to his block. upon reaching, i called him to look out of his window. he then quickly get dressed and met me under his block. we then went to century square to catch a movie called 'my bloody valentine'. shall rate it 3/5 popcorns. it was a typical suspense/murder movie. oh yah, & i bought a monokini at sheer romance for about $10 only! awesome much.

baby, happy 22nd monthversarry! you're the sweetest thing i've ever had in my life. and no one can ever replace you in my heart. may we last long. love you so much sygggg!

love. angel. music. baby

2009-02-24T18:38:00.002+08:00

i really don't know what to blog on. let's see.. sunday was fun. me and the boy went shopping at vivo. bought several tops and a pair of sandals. baby got himself some tees. we then went to watch pink panther 2. the show was awesome. had a pretty good laugh! shall rate it 5/5 popcorns.

went for a medical checkup yesterday. i dont think i'll be updating much this week. i'll have to run some errands. tmrw will be a long day. till then, toodles!

our love is like the wind.

2009-02-21T20:56:00.004+08:00

this is one of the few movies which i can watch over and over again and still cry at the end. probably one of the best romantic movie ever. the plot, the actors, the songs was superb! the quotes they were saying were all meaningful. if you hadn't catch this movie yet, you better be. you would not regret it! and don't forget to standby some tissues along with you! (:

yesterday, went to town with bf in search of a bagpack for school. nothing seems to caught my eyes. but i bought a pair of bermudas from FEP and jeans from fourskins instead. both at a reasonably good price! after which we went to have our lunch at pastamania. yum yum! i was craving for it the day before! i'm like one happy fat kid eating my meals happily. and also entertaining bf's nonsensical jokes. we're going for a retail therapy again tomorrow. suntec, perhaps? yey! can't wait!

"Our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it." - landon carter

Johnny Kruger = hotstuff

2009-02-19T21:33:00.003+08:00

finally i'm done with watching witch yoo hee. i'm such a sucker for watching korean shows cause i tend to be a cry baby everytime there's a sad scene. everyone does that right? anyway, there's so many eye candies in korean shows. hehe! i sukerrr!!

on a happier note, putty passed her TP already. omg, i'm so happy for you luh! congrats babe! in future, da boleh antar aku pegi sekolah eh. teehee! when's my turn coming eh? i've got a long way to go. grr! FTT's in less than a month and i'm so freaking lazy to read up. it's so wordy. whatever it is, i shall read it from tmrw onwards! but provided if i'm not lazy. hee. ok daaa!

Baby Eric

2009-02-18T13:16:00.003+08:00

alright, i shall blog while waiting for my drama to be load. so finally i bought a new phone. it wasn't LG nor Samsung nor Nokia. it's Sony Ericsson G900! ok lame. tho it's not pink but it's close to perfect. mama's going to take good of you ok bby Eric? :D

a sneak preview of my bby. and i'm going to bling you up with diamante soon! should i? wan says it would look like an ah lian's phone. grr!

me & bf watched this show at jp yesterday. it's the best gore movie i've ever watched by far! which is so unlikely me. but the movie was really worth my money. i give it 5 out 5 popcorns. yippee! can't wait to meet you soon bf!

till then, toodles!

c903

2009-02-15T21:24:00.001+08:00

friday: went over to sinyi's house in the morning. watched some movies in her lappy. after which rusydi came and brought this white chocolate with blue berries thingy. it doesn't look appetizing at all but it tasted okay. looks can be deceiving i guess! and guess what i have adobe's master collection now. which includes adobe photoshop CS3! yeay! now, i can download more brushes. (:

at about 4-ish, we went to buy our ingredients for mee soto. did all the cookings at atika's house. as usual, chef rusydi will do most of it. we did quite a great job for our first attempt! rusydi is just so annoying! he kept on talking with that british accent. bodoh punye melayu! lol. we then watched korean drama at night. omg, the actors in the drama are so attractive. *melts*

saturday: so i did lie to bf a couple of things just to make my plan happened. sorry baby! when i said i was watching ugly betty, i was cooking macaroni for you. when i said i was dolling up, i was already prepared to go out. ok so, right after bf collected my cupcakes order at tamp, i went out of the house to _______. i walked all the way there with my heels. it took me 15 minutes to reach from my place. i was sweating like a pig. once i reached to that place, i pulled out my mat and candles. my lighter died on me the moment i wanted to light up my candles. it was suppose to be a candle light dinner! grrr. minutes later, bf called but i rejected it. text him to go to _______ instead. i think he was surprised the moment he reached. as you can see from the picture, the icing of my cupcakes were destroyed. but thank god, the seller had already took a picture of it. we left the place at about 7-ish and went to marina square to get a proper dinner.

baby, i don't expect much from you. i know you're going through a rough road now. i just hope that we'll be together forever ok? love ya!

and oh yah, my LG viewty is out of stock. i'm so disappointed luh! anyone can recommend me a good phone? sony ericsson's c903 is just so sexy but i don't think it has been release in sg.

2009-02-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

yesterday, me and boyf went to the usual carpark to wash his bike. before that we bought some snacks to last us throughout the day. i only did the scrubbing and washing. whereas the last part, he did it on his own cause there's not enough towel(?). no pictures were taken. we were too selekeh to take pictures! the bike looks shinier now. (:

after which, we had a heart to heart talk and then it lead to the topic on earth. the earth is dying! i was taken aback when he says that every thing's not falling into places. which is quite true lah. i think it's time for me to repent! no more monkey business.

anyway, i've already ordered my LG viewty. yeay! i'm expecting a lot of stuff next week. my glossy leggings, off-shoulder top, contact lens and of course my pinky phone. can't wait for the erotic party(?) tmrw and v'day on saturday!

2005

2009-02-10T14:27:00.000+08:00

spot me! :D

baking LG viewty

2009-02-08T11:58:00.002+08:00

friday was awesome! didn't know that baking session would be so much fun. the people: me, sinyi, atika & rusydi. we went over to Jurong East to buy the ingredients for our muffin. atika was contemplating on what flavor we should make. at first she insisted to make a banana cupcake with icing but we were against the idea cause it won't taste good. at last, she agreed on chocolate muffins. we did the baking at sinyi's house. the final product was superb! it tasted really good. brought home some for baby and my family. their response = delicious! yeay! we'll be cooking mee soto next friday! :D

before.

it's rising!

atika writing on the cake. so old alr lah the bf!

wan & yan. lol.

went out with bf yesterday to town. went to search for a cool phone. i fall in love with pink LG viewty the moment i met her. you're so going to be mine soon! grr. why do i sounded so aggressive? lol.

thanks for the wonderful night bf. sorry baby if i say something horrible to you last night. i probably say it out of anger. ilysm!